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by SAGES

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1.
First Thirst 04:04
a milky bath/ i'm bathed a hole to match and the strings attached to the god's/ they play crater since the beginning of time filled by our mother's and it feels better filled with others and i'll hunt till i feed this hunger
2.
i came up with so many ways to make you stay the impulse of love notes to manipulate the game and you'd think it were easy but this demon doesn't play long term complacency stuck in the muck of good enough the affection denied from the child grew into an absorbing empire where he counts all of his admirerers the more that he has the better he feels i came up with so many ways to make you stay the impulse of love notes to alleviate the pain and you'd think it would lead me to a blissful state long term complacency stuck in the muck of good enough the affection denied from the child grew into an absorbing empire where he counts all of his admirerers the more that he has the better he feels the inevitable black hole when they all disappear and what you find and you can't grow between the lines but you can follow the light
3.
Heartache Is 04:23
losing my balance and keeping it permanent i never went inside i saw the magic laid before my eyes i saw creation and it made me cry the gravity pulled at my mind transforming all of life like water a need or i'm drained an illusion like lemonade a sweeter taste i found in my veins the power's where you're saved by grace and don't question where you're placed a heartache is a heartache is a heartache is
4.
Juice 03:47
what is to be birthed inside of me? and you were only the key a connection lost a floating bubble in solitary i'll never understand the connections at hand which make me expand theres a master plan don't stay in one spot feel what you felt move on, move on you can't squeeze any more juice you can't reverse the structure to make it feel good so i'll retract and find myself where i'm at a multitude don't stay in one spot feel what you felt move on, move on you can't squeeze any more juice you can't reverse the structure to make it feel good and I don't want you to numb me, i don't need you to numb me and i don't want you to numb me , i don't need you to numb me don't stay in one spot feel what you felt move on, move on you can't squeeze any more juice you can't reverse the structure to make it feel good
5.
Waning Moon 04:14
it got really dark then it got really bright i felt like a baby my mouth was dry my eyes were wet yawning releasing the death it was heaven sent it was emotional time travel if you feel uncomfortable you know things are about to change you're grieving the last page it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
6.
Birdwatcher 04:06
in the wake from the night there's nothing to warn you like a time lapse to grasp the last concept a strike and fall, a cardinal hits my window like a heart beat observe then repeat birdwatcher, i see you i think it's time for another view another wall to break through birdwatcher, i see you i pass the time with my mind comprehend every visual line like a kaleidoscope in the light now a blue jay moves, no longer am i feeling blue but something new something new birdwatcher, i see you i think it's time for another view another wall to break through birdwatcher, i see you
7.
i had a vision your body fit the mould it was sealed over and i was free but how could that be? because one day you’ll leave whether to cross the seas or the last breathe you breathe so how could it be? how could it be? because one day you’ll leave whether to cross the seas or the last breathe you breathe so how could it be a promise of security? so what’s wrong with me? what’s wrong with me?
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9.
love is never what it seems a feeling evoked by memories if it goes away you’re still in place so what does it mean? you could fall apart and you’ll be alright it’s just a trip and you’ll be fine you could fall apart and you’ll be alright it’s just a trip and you’ll be fine it’s over, it’s over, it’s over love is never what it seems a feeling evoked by memories if it goes away you’re still in place so what does it mean? you could fall apart and you’ll be alright it’s just a trip and you’ll be fine you could fall apart and you’ll be alright it’s just a trip and you’ll be fine you could fall apart and you’ll be alright it’s just a trip and you’ll be fine you could fall apart and you’ll be alright it’s just a trip and you’ll be fine

about

The void and how to fill it?
The empty ache. Temporary touch. What's the point? Is it love?
Quick fixes and demonic addictions, subconscious trauma manifests, trying to squeeze out every ounce of bliss. Every attraction with an alliterative action, purging the pain body with tears. Move on to the next machine, move until we die. Obtain enlightenment, enlightenment reveals ignorance, reveals mortality, nothingness and immortality.
Reborn into phases, fractal archetypes. Father, Son, Holy Spirit. Everyday, a turning page and the void remains.
What really is that pain? Not the Will, for it creates. Is it the sadness of God, the unconscious disconnection from him? There are too many voices to know who to trust.

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released February 3, 2018

written, recorded and performed by Racquel Hardy aka SAGES
additional guitar on 'First Thirst by Chris Worden (Natural Thirst, Baby Cages, Bonnie Trash, Wolf Cow)
additional lyrics and vocals on 'A-void' by Zoe Solomon aka Fresh Flesh
mastered by Jon Horvath aka Sad Sorcerer
album artwork created by Racquel Hardy and Cat Hardy aka CatFro

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